The losses of life
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Category:
S through Z › Van Helsing
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
3,331
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Van Helsing, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
The losses of life
The losses of life - Chapter one
I have always been a man that ran towards danger. So why, in that moment did I run away? Because the look in his eyes told me of a past that I wanted to know so badly, but maybe I didn’t. So I deflected, I pulled that cross out and held it up. Thus ending our discussion. While I did not run away with my legs, my actions spoke loud enough; I did not want to be in that situation. I put all thoughts of the things inside me away for the rest of my time in Transylvania. When I bit into him and felt his blood coursing into my mouth, I remembered all of these moments. But there was no time, I had killed him and at the time this woman I saw, Anna, running at me looked as if she would hurt him. So I tried to protect him, in my mind only understanding the animal. The animal said that she would hurt, maim, and kill him. I could not let this happen.
So after as my human brain became dominant and I understood everything, I wept. I wept for her, I wept for him, and then I finally wept for me. The last had been days later. It had taken that time for me to see, that I had lost so much by going to Transylvania. I had lost a beautiful woman, who was strong and cunning. Who would have been able to help me, if she had chosen, in my work of stopping the evil that roams this earth. I also lost a man. A man who held my past in his mind. A man who’s memories I carry with me, but not my own. A man who was hollow because he had died from illness and my blade and then asked to return so he could live in sin with me. A man who I loved, do love. But yet have killed him twice. And now? I love no one. Carl, my friend, died many years ago. As did my work for the order. If there is ever anything to great for a mortal to do, they will find me. They have yet to do so. Now, I sail on a ship, heading towards a land I have not seen in a time and a half. I still am searching for a peace that I’m sure I will never find.
AN – Tell me what you think. This is my first crack at a Van Helsing fic. It is in 1st person which is new to me. Also, I had 1st posted this on Fanfiction.net but they had said it was a list. I hope you like it and there will be more to come. Thank you for reading.
I have always been a man that ran towards danger. So why, in that moment did I run away? Because the look in his eyes told me of a past that I wanted to know so badly, but maybe I didn’t. So I deflected, I pulled that cross out and held it up. Thus ending our discussion. While I did not run away with my legs, my actions spoke loud enough; I did not want to be in that situation. I put all thoughts of the things inside me away for the rest of my time in Transylvania. When I bit into him and felt his blood coursing into my mouth, I remembered all of these moments. But there was no time, I had killed him and at the time this woman I saw, Anna, running at me looked as if she would hurt him. So I tried to protect him, in my mind only understanding the animal. The animal said that she would hurt, maim, and kill him. I could not let this happen.
So after as my human brain became dominant and I understood everything, I wept. I wept for her, I wept for him, and then I finally wept for me. The last had been days later. It had taken that time for me to see, that I had lost so much by going to Transylvania. I had lost a beautiful woman, who was strong and cunning. Who would have been able to help me, if she had chosen, in my work of stopping the evil that roams this earth. I also lost a man. A man who held my past in his mind. A man who’s memories I carry with me, but not my own. A man who was hollow because he had died from illness and my blade and then asked to return so he could live in sin with me. A man who I loved, do love. But yet have killed him twice. And now? I love no one. Carl, my friend, died many years ago. As did my work for the order. If there is ever anything to great for a mortal to do, they will find me. They have yet to do so. Now, I sail on a ship, heading towards a land I have not seen in a time and a half. I still am searching for a peace that I’m sure I will never find.
AN – Tell me what you think. This is my first crack at a Van Helsing fic. It is in 1st person which is new to me. Also, I had 1st posted this on Fanfiction.net but they had said it was a list. I hope you like it and there will be more to come. Thank you for reading.