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Discover
Author: Donna Lynn
E-mail: donnalynn@darkangelsfanfic.com
Status: Incomplete
Category: Angst
Rating: R
Content Warning: This story contains language, description of violence and sexual assault, rape.
Summary: It's been eight months since Jim and Chris met…one night while working out together they discover a few things along the way.
Author's Note: In the movie it does not say who the father of Eliza, Chris's daughter is and it doesn't say how she came about. This is MY take on one of the many ways Eliza came to be so this is made up and not from the movie just for anyone who hasn't seen the movie.
Pairing: Jim/Chris
Disclaimer: The characters of "S.W.A.T." do not belong to me. So DO NOT sue me!
Chris laid back on the weight bench and took a deep breath and relaxed herself.
Jim stood above her to spot her incase she couldn't get the weights back on the bar. "You ready?" he asked looking down at her.
She nodded, "Yeah." She reached up and grabbed the weight bar. He lightly grabbed it as she lifted it from its resting place and started her lifts. She focused on a spot on the ceiling instead of Jim. She had a bad habit of getting distracted by him. The last thing she needed was to drop the weight on her chest. That would not be a very good impression at all. 'There you go Sanchez, impress him by crushing your chest'.
"Easy, easy, you don't want to run hot and blow up, " he distracted her from her thoughts and she slowed her fast pace and did a few more benches before putting the weight back in its place. She quickly sat up and took a few deep breaths.
"Thanks for the spot, " she said as she grabbed her water bottle and took a swig.
"No problem, " he said as he went to his own bench and picked up a few free weights off the floor.
Chris glanced at him as he started his lifts. If she knew she wouldn't get caught she would stare at him all day and all night. He was like a concrete sculpture, and she meant that literally in regards to the concrete part. They had sparred a few times and his muscles always felt rock solid, hard. There were many times she had let him get her in precarious positions just so she could feel his strong hold or the weight of his body. 'Get a grip Sanchez, he's a teammate and nothing else'.
"You're mom watching Eliza for you?"
Chris shook her head as his voice penetrated her thoughts, "Huh? Yeah, she's got her for the weekend. I don't know what I'm gonna do without her around. I hardly ever get time to myself anymore. It's hard to find a babysitter."
He nodded and did a few more curls then sat the weights down loudly. He picked up his water bottle and took a drink. "Mind if I ask you a personal question?" he asked.
She shrugged her shoulders, "Shoot."
"Where is Eliza's father? I've known you for eight months and not once have I heard about him or seen him, " he questioned carefully. She never mentioned him. Eliza, her daughter never mentioned him and neither did Chris's mother and he found that odd.
Chris chuckled bitterly and nodded, "Last time I saw him I was looking up at him from my bedroom floor." She put the cap on her bottle and tossed it into her bag.
"He abused you?" he said in disbelief.
She looked him right in the eye, "He raped me."
His expression went blank as they stared at one another.
She shook her head, "It happened late one night when I had came home from work late. He was waiting for me in my room when he attacked me from behind…" She trailed off not knowing if wanted to here about it or not. She wasn't like your usual rape victim. She didn't blame herself and she wasn't embarrassed or ashamed of what happened to her. "You ever work with rape victims?"
He nodded, "A few."
"Ever notice how they always feel embarrassed, ashamed and dirty like they were the wrong ones and not the rapist?" she said more than asked.
He nodded again but didn't say anything.
"I can honestly say I didn't feel that way about it. After it happened I went strait to the police station. I didn't even put anymore clothes on I just left the ones he ripped up on me. I was so angry for so long and not because I felt I was wrong but because he felt like he could take something from me, " she expressed.
"And he didn't…in fact he gave you something didn't he, " he said softly. He gathered through the conversation that Eliza was the product of their 'forced' union.
"It was a long time ago, but…it's how Eliza came to be. As much as I hate to admit it I wouldn't take it back for the world, because Eliza is my world, " she said softly.
"She's a beautiful kid, " he stood from his bench and walked over to her and kneeled in front of her.
"What?" she asked looking down at him.
He took her hands, "Thank you."
She narrowed her eyes at him, "For what?"
"For trusting me, " he acknowledged. "And it doesn't change a bit at how I look at you."
She nodded, "And how do you look at me?"
He chuckled shyly for a second, "You are the strongest and most capable women I have ever had the privilege of meeting."
She laughed, "God you are so full of Shit Jim, does that bullshit actually work on women?"
He laughed with her and understood her change of subject. It always happened like that between them. Whenever it looked like they might express some sort of emotion about one another the other would get off the subject quick.
"Come here, " he pulled her into a hug.
"Thanks for listening, " she said.
"Anytime, " he said as they pulled apart.
"Wanna spar?" she asked throwing a fake punch at him.
"Hell yeah lets go, " he smiled.
"I'm so gonna kick your ass, " she chuckled.
"What's new, " he laughed as they headed for the sparring ring.
2nd Authors Note: Okay, this is my first S.W.A.T. fic so if it sucks I'm sorry. I wanted to get something posted just to see if I should continue. I would like to write a more serious type story, bigger plot and longer. Do you think I could do it? Let me know what you think please. I'll take any kind of comments…"It's sucks ass" or "It was totally awesome" just to give you examples. Thanks, Donna Lynn
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