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Thin Air	By : Daiyu_Amaya Category: Star Wars (All) > Slash - Male/Male Views: 987 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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This wasn't going to be easy for me, how could it? Sharing my deepest thoughts wasn't something I really did these days, too much on my mind that could get me into trouble with the council. "You look as if you're walking into your death." I sighed lightly; "No, just...Nervous I suppose." Plo Koon sat next to me, I knew that he had something with Wolffe, maybe I could ask for advice?
"When A clone falls in love, how likely are they to give up that love?" Plo frowned; "Which one told you?" What exactly was he asking me? "That they love me or that you and Wolffe are apparently together?" Plo snorted indelicately; "Well, that answers that for me." I snorted; "Actually Ahsoka told me about you, as for loving me neither of them have outright told me they love me. But, I'm starting to get the picture."
Plo Koon stared out into the garden that we were facing; "I would say they fall hard and fast too. Wolffe had that problem when Boost fell for Sinker, Boost got very depressed at the time because he thought he knew that Sinker thought he was as he put it a 'waste of space'."
Did Cody and Rex think that he was turning away from them because he didn't care about them? Or did they know he kept turning from them because of his own conflicted heart? "What ended up happening?" Plo's eyes crinkled like he was frowning;
"It took Sinker stopping Boost from committing suicide for Boost to realize what was really happening. That Sinker didn't want to take advantage of him, because of their rank differences, once he knew that. Well, I don't think he ever stopped loving Sinker but he no longer attempts to avoid Sinker when he can and no longer attempts to take his own life."
That was a lot to take in, to still love someone who couldn't love you back had to be hard, I understood that much. I caused so much pain for Satine, she could have found someone rather than waiting forever for me, I wouldn't have been right for her anyway. "And Wolffe?" Plo sighed; "I take my duty as a Jedi very seriously, Wolffe, however, managed to convince me that I could still be every bit mysterious Jetii and care about him at the same time."
That couldn't be easy, we were taught to have no attachments. I fell too easy and it stayed with me too long, Loving people had been easy for me, easy enough that I had considered Qui-Gon to be my father figure, Anakin my brother, any of his children would be nephews and nieces to me.
The confused, sometimes muddled feelings I had for Cody and Rex were just too much for me. I couldn't surrender the ways of the Jedi for something that might not last, at least they had each other that would have to be good enough for them.
"I will admit what Wolffe and I have together is different from what you, Cody, and Rex would have if you chose to have them. I share Wolffe with his wolf pack." Kix had mentioned that many of his Vod were Polyamorous. But, if Wolffe shared his wolf pack, then why had Sinker chosen to ignore Boost? "They aren't sexual partners I suppose, so as to keep pretenses that they follow the regulations set to them. While Cody, Rex, and you would not have that problem."
That wasn't. I couldn't do that with them, I couldn't let anyone touch me like that ever again. "I wouldn't be in a relationship with them, to begin with, let alone a sexual one." Plo made a startled noise; "Obi-Wan, I'm sorry, I believed you we negotiating a relationship with them. I see that I was wrong."
Had it been obvious that they were 'courting' me? I mean there was so much I had to learn about their culture, I'd thought and many other Jedi probably too thought that they were Mandalorians in their rights and rituals. But, maybe they were something different. They believed in the sisters after all-almost reverently at that. So, that pointed to some cultural differences right off the bat.
"How many know that they care for me in a romantic sense?" Plo Koon chuckled; "It would be easier I believe if I told you how many didn't know. It's like Anakin and Padme after all. Everyone knows and everyone won't tell those two they know. Does Anakin even know that you know about him and his wife?" I shook my head; "If he does he dare not bring it up in case I don't, or someone overhearing."
I chuckled; "I hadn't realized how obvious they were being." Plo snorted; "How obvious the three of you were. That's why I believed you to be with them or at least they were attempting to woo you. You care about them as much as they care about you."
I did care about them, but I wasn't about to forget what they had done, feelings made things messy. We would have to talk and then learn how to make things less chaotic when it came to feelings. Plo made a noise I knew to mean interest, I glanced at him and noticed he was looking away from me, I followed to where his attention had gone to, to find Wolffe strolling towards us, of course, Plo's attention had been diverted. Wolffe no doubt had business to talk with him about.
"I figured I'd find both of you together. Glad I was right." Oh? And why was that? Plo nodded; "We were conversing on the topic." Ah, so that was-Wait, had Plo wanted to talk to me about my relationship or lack of one this whole time? Wolffe sat in front of us, an easy grin on his face.
"I figured you might need a little push, Plo agreed with me to some extent." Oh. Well, that wasn't exactly something I was expecting. "And why would you want to do that?" Wolffe's eye lit up in a way I'd rarely seen, like a child seeing something amazing for the first time.
"I was hoping you would spend some time with others in order to see how right Cody and Rex were for you. Jetii are notorious for thinking that getting attached to any of us is bad for you. We're as driven by duty as you are-the mission comes first, we all know that. It's what makes us such good matches for our Jetii."
I had never thought of it that way because it was against our code. It was something we hid, something that shouldn't be. "It is easy to forget that while we adhere to our code, we can also choose our own path." Plo Koon looked lighter as if telling me those words were setting him free as much as helping me.
"What did you two have in mind?" Plo Koon shared a look with Wolffe and Wolffe grinned; "See I told you he'd be curious." Plo snorted; "Spend a night with us Obi-Wan. A walk in a different life if you will." What were they asking me exactly? Because spending a night with someone was also a term for sexual interactions and I didn't know if I could ever let someone touch me in that manner, not after what happened...
"You can always say no, no matter what we do tonight-you can always say no and we'll stop. Simple as that, we'll come straight back to the temple." Would we leave? Where would we be going then? That wasn't what I was expecting at all.
"The nightlife here is very diverse, but there is a place we have in mind to take you to tonight." They wanted me to go out with them to "I wouldn't mind going with both of you." Wolffe's smile brightened; "Good, I have a few things to attend to so I'll meet you both up later." And he was leaving, Plo laughed; "He's as pleased as I've ever seen him, he needed this too I believe."
The clones had found 79's fairly early on, the place was fond of them as much as they were of it. It helped them blow off steam, sometimes I would hear of one or another Jedi coming here just to mingle, to learn more about the men they led, and to drink a bit. It wasn't against the code to drink, but it was frowned on of course if we drank to excess.
"Relax, that's what this is about after all," Wolffe smirked, I wanted to roll my eyes but mastered the impulse, I wasn't Anakin after all. I wasn't exactly sure I remembered how to relax and this had never been a scene I fit into. I didn't come here, and the few times I had been here had been for business.
"I hardly leave the temple or the battlefield these days, relaxing is a bit harder than you give it credit." Even with a few drinks in my system and as secluded a booth as possible in a nightclub.
"You really never did explain why you two wanted to bring me here." Wolffe had a smirk playing on his face; "Honestly I don't think we really planned it out that much either. Friends or more, either way, tonight will certainly be interesting don't you think?" Friends...Or more?
Did, was part of this to help me with intimacy? I had been shying away from even the most innocent of touches, simply because I didn't want to remember what happened. Plo returned to the table his drink in hand, it was a rather pleasant blue color. "I see Wolffe managed to stump you."
I snorted; "I pointed out that neither of you explained why you wanted to take me out, he rather indelicately pointed out he wouldn't mind getting into my pants." Plo and Wolffe both laughed brightly, and I really needed to cut myself off if I was willing to blurt out things like that.
"We would be willing to do that, but this is mostly about getting you out and about, simply to give you a break from everything that is happening in your life." I was pretty sure my jaw had dropped, they would be willing to sleep with me? Had I hit my head and was currently in a coma or something? Because this was beyond anything I expected Plo to ever say to me.
"I uh, I'm not sure what to say to that." Wolffe snorted; "I think we broke him, never thought I'd see a day when the 'negotiator' was at a loss for words!" Plo chuckled and made a hand motion I didn't recognize and Wolffe was sliding closer to me; "Just tell me, no and we won't get any further." Before he tilted my face, lips nearly touching, I didn't say anything and our lips met, his lips were warm and soft. It was a simple press of skin but it sent a spark through me.
Maybe I did need something like this, something to soothe all the hurts I'd been ignoring for too long. I let out a breath and opened my mouth a little and Wolffe took that as he was meant to, an invitation to explore more. He tasted sweet, like whatever he'd been drinking. Plo made an interested sound deep in his chest and I wouldn't have minded but we couldn't kiss because oxygen was poison to him, so he couldn't take his Anti-ox off. Though I was sure we could find a way around that if we really tried to.
Wolffe slid a hand up my leg and let it rest on my upper thigh, nearly too close for comfort but it lit a fire in my lower abdomen, oh this would be interesting indeed. Letting off steam this way apparently wasn't going to be a problem for me.
"The Hell do you think you're doing Vod?" We both stiffened at the sound of an angry voice, I looked up through my lashes and winced. Of course, Rex, if it had to be one of them it would be Rex-Cody didn't come here often after all. Rex didn't either but every once in a while he did with...With Anakin who looked more amused than anything else.
"Oh nothing really, just kissing your General is all." Blunt and with a wicked grin, this is the side that not many people got to see, he was good at what he did and damned if he didn't deserve to tease Rex about it. Rex made his choices and while I was still confused with what was going on with us, I knew I cared about him and Cody. Poking a little fun at him couldn't hurt much before we had a serious conversation about our relationship.
Rex let his body relax, "I see." and he stalked away, Anakin called after him but he disappeared in the crowd. "I should go talk to him, too much has been left unsaid between us." Plo and Wolffe both nodded, they understood where my heart was after all. I slid out of the booth Anakin looked put out. "I just wanted to get him out because he was moping, I didn't realize you would be here-You're never here."
I patted him on the shoulder; "It's alright Anakin." I knew where Rex would be heading seeing as I checked before I left where Cody would be. Rex would need Cody right now of that I was sure.
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