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Atonement	By : Drarry-Lisa Category: 1 through F > Cruel Intentions Views: 2014 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter-9
Lost Again
"Fuck you Sebastian." Kathryn snarls at him and he looks straight ahead.
"Fuck you. You are such a bloody loser." She snarls again and Sebastian presses his lips together, staring at the empty street quietly.
"You just had to hand over that journal to her." She is breathing hard now. Sebastian doesn't look at her.
"A toy. That's all you are. How dare you do this to me?" She screams at him and a strong sense of deja vu hits Sebastian.
"My triumph is over you."
He remembers her hateful words. He doesn't think that he can ever forget them. She is saying something but all he can hear are her words.
"It amused me to make you ashamed of it."
"You gave up on the first person you ever loved because I threatened your reputation."
"You're just a toy Sebastian. A little toy I like to play with."
"I think that it's the saddest thing that I have ever heard."
"I don't fuck losers."
She was wrong about one thing. Annette was not the first person he had fallen in love with.
"Are you fucking listening to me?" She shouts at him and he stops the car just before her estate.
"Toy, eh? All I was a toy. Loser. That's what I am and the great Kathryn doesn't fuck losers." He mocks at her and she freezes, staring at him.
"You are a bitch and that's what I wrote in my journal. You bloody manipulated me into dumping her. " He whispers in a low voice, annoyed and frustrated at her.
"She was cheating-" Kathryn snarls at him and he snarls right back, his eyes furious, "That's beside the point. Leave Annette out of this for a second. It's between you and me. It always has been between you and me."
"You have been playing with me ever since I returned and when I finally dumped her, you rejected me. You humiliated me. I tried to keep her at bay yesterday, didn't I. You were there. After the way you tried to get me killed at the hands of Ronald, I should just have let them ruin you." He whispers, his eyes boring into hers angrily.
"You want me to be greatful to you, eh? You are a bastard and a loser." She crosses her arms around her chest and looks down at him.
"Fuck you. 'What happened to us?' Wasn't this your question that day. I will tell you what. You destroyed us by using me to satisfy your own ends, to take revenge from Court. You said that I gave up my first love. You were wrong. Annette was not my first love. You were. I didn't give up on you until that day and I didn't dump her to save my reputation. I thought that you - Fuck you Kathryn. Get lost."
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Kathryn can only stare at him. His eyes are wet just like they had been that day and he takes out his goggles and puts them on to hide them.
"Toying with each other is not love. Just because you wanted to fuck me-" Kathryn says and he interrupts her, laughing bitterly, "Talk about yourself. I was not the one playing. You ruined everything. The last vestiges of hope that I had died that day. I was angry at you and so I gave the journal to her, thinking that perhaps I would fall in love with her eventually but of course, you had to ruin it all over again. You sent Ronald after me. I mean seriously, Ronald. Do you really think that he would chose you over Cecile."
"Shut up." She snaps coldly at him.
"We are there. Now get out. You have millions of others to keep you company." He speaks, his voice low and mocking, "Bloody manipulative slut. There is barely any male left in Manchestor prep who has not been inside you at least once."
"You are in no position to judge me. It's not like you haven't fucked more than three fifths of the female population. Don't you dare call me a slut." She snaps, her voice sharp and cold and he looks at her quietly.
She is shocked when he extends his arm before her and opens the door.
"Leave." He says and she stares at him in shock.
"No one, absolutely no one dares to treat me like this. I will not forget this." She whispers in a dangerous and furious voice and he smiles slowly at her, his smile mocking and dangerous and whispers back, "You are in for a surprise then. What will you do anyways? Fuck me till I die, because let's accept it. That's the only thing you are good at and I am already used to your charms. They won't work on me. Get out before my patience wears thin."
She gets out of the car without another word, her lips pressed together in fury. He doesn't even look at her before driving away and she curses under her breath, "Fuck you Sebastian. You will pay for humiliating me like this."
Try as she might, she can't get his words out of her mind though.
She wasn't my first love. You were...
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When Annette realizes what she has done, it's too late. The journal is out and everyone has already read it. Sebastian has told something to father because father refuses to meet her eyes. She is terrified now, not because she knows that he would have kept some pics from that night, but because she knows that she has probably destroyed any chances she had with him. She should just have apologised and gotten done with it.
A few drinks in and she ruined any kind of future she could have had with him. She shouldn't have lied to him in the first place. She should have told him that she wasn't a virgin but she was so furious at him. He was always prioritising Kathryn over her and she hated it.
There is only one thing she can do now. She sighs and gets up to leave.
"Where are you going?" Father asks and she mutters, "To meet Sebastian. I have to talk to him."
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Sebastian is on the verge of having his first drink when he hears a knock on the door. He looks at his glass, his eyes pained and curses under this breath, "Who the fuck is disturbing me at this time?"
The door knocks again and he mutters, "Coming." before finally getting up to open it, dressed in nothing but his pyjamas.
Annette's tear streaked face outside his door surprises him and he is about to close the door on her face.
"Please, just listen to me. Please." She pleads him and his eyes soften him a bit. There has always been a certain softness in her face that attracts him. She has the ability to move his ruthless and cruel heart and he nods before moving to greet her in. Quiet contrary to Kathryn, she has no qualms about crying or apologising and expressing her feelings to him and he likes it.
"Sit." He says and she sits down on the sofa, staring at his bed with a longing in her eyes. He wonders what she is thinking. Had it been Kathryn, they would already be putting that bed to a wonderful use.
"Start speaking." He says and picks his glass of scotch again.
"I am sorry." She says and he is surprised.
"I should have told you that I wasn't a virgin but I liked you and didn't want to lose you and then I tried to distance myself from you because I knew that lying will get me in a trouble but you persisted and I fell in love. I was furious that you kept on looking at Kathryn. She was always on your mind. She was always all over you and I hated it. I hated her. I still hate her. Yesterday, I was drunk and angry and so I called Cecile. I shouldn't have but I did and I am just- just sorry." She finishes with a sob and her eyes are so heart wrenching that Sebastian has to hold his glass tightly to prevent himself from embracing her. It's fucking irritating that she still has this effect on him.
"I am so tired of being a second choice for you." She whispers, her wet eyes at him and continues softly, "I just- I want you to give a second chance to our relationship. I know that you probably love Kathryn in your own twisted way but I am ready to take the chance."
"Annette. Kathryn and I are two of a kind. People don't change overnight and I don't know what love is. I fuck because I like fucking and that has got nothing to do with love." He mutters as a matter of fact and she looks at him, breathing hard.
After staying silent for a couple of minutes, she says, "I am ready to take a chance. I love you. No more lies, no more withholding of any information. I will tell you my biggest secret, the one thing that no one except father, me and Tiffany know about."
Sebastian gets up and walks towards her. He places his glass on her lips and she sips his scotch. He drinks the remaining and keeps the glass aside before unbuttoning her shirt. She is wearing her shirt and pyjamas and her breath hitches when buttons pop open.
Her warm eyes gaze into his and she breathes hard as the last of her buttons pop open and he throws her shirt aside.
He holds her hands and she stands up. Her pyjamas pool on her feet and so do her panties. Her bra joins them soon after. She is naked in front of him and that's when she says, "I am Tiffany's daughter. I am the result of a drunken mistake between her and my father. She didn't want me and so gave me away to father."
To say that he is shocked will be an understatement. He is bloody stunned by her revelation. He knows the secrets of most of the upper east end and even he had had no idea about this.
"Does Kathryn know?" He asks and she looks at him with warm eyes, "No and I don't want her to know."
He stores it aside for further consideration and picks her in his arms. The fact that he has not answered is not lost on her. Still she doesn't repeat her words and he understands that she is that desperate to have him back.
He keeps this for later consideration as well. For now, he concentrates on fucking her. After all she is a good fuck, if nothing else and he is in need of a good fuck right now.
She will do.
He smiles and places her naked body on his bed before straddling her.
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