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(Saturday morning, camp)
“Guess it’s everbody’s business now …”.
Ennis wakes up with Jack’s arms wrapped around him, refreshed even though he’s had only a few hours sleep. He’s so relieved that the two seem to have patched things up after his assault on Jack last evening. They have, haven’t they?
Jack sleeps peacefully, his erection nestled in Ennis’ ass crack, his chest full against Ennis’ back, his nose releasing soft, measured breaths into the down on his lover’s neck, almost tickling him. Ennis has yearned so long for just this sort of physical intimacy, finds this so comforting that he doesn’t want to move. He has been on an emotional rollercoaster since Jack arrived. These past couple of days have brought forth feelings—some good, some bad—that he thought he had long ago abandoned. His present uncertainties, pleasures, guilt have mixed with these to form a volatile emotional brew. But right now he is so pleased to find that Jack—even while asleep—appears to be protecting him.
Even so, as Ennis lies there in cradled bliss, his eyes get teary. He loves this man dearly, he is so happy that Jack is here … but he has had to say no to his only friend, has had to dash the other man’s dreams, no two ways about it … and it is all Jack’s fault, Jack’s crazy, romantic notions about two men living together. It is so very painful for Ennis to hurt Jack, the one love of his life, the man who has haunted him, blessed him for four years since their summer together on Brokeback.
I really ain’t figured none a this out, have I? Ennis realizes. I know you an’ me ain’t goin’ ta run off an’ set up no ranch, Jack, but fuck me, I sure as hell wish I knew what was goin’ on sometimes … wish I knew what was goin’ on in your head when ya made up your mind ta … ta drag me away from my … well, ya know, Alma, my little girls … everthin’ I am, Jack! So I guess I’ll see ya in November, but then what, Jack? Then what?
Yes, Jack is to blame for his very own dreams being shattered, but in the back of his mind, Ennis wonders, why the fuck did I go ahead an’ marry Alma? Would a broke her heart maybe if I didn’t, but hell, I ain’t payin’ much attention ta her these days, neither. I really didn’t know better, that’s what it was, wasn’t it? Wouldn’t a known how ta explain it all anyways, why I was changin’ my plans. But even so, got my two little darlin’s … love ‘em crazy … can’t get that from no man! An’ sure enough, Jack, that means ya too, he thinks guiltily.
Then Ennis wonders why the fuck can’t two men live on a goddamn ranch together? It’s his belated challenge to the long-dead father who had forced him to look at that murdered queer. Ennis understands violence. He’s got that streak himself when he doesn’t know how to deal with something—his sometimes confused sexual episodes with Jack a good example—but he cannot comprehend the hatred that would have led to a man’s brutal death simply because of the way he lived. Simply because of who he was, Ennis had always thought. After all, no one would choose to be like that, would they?
*
He feels Jack stirring behind him, hears a sigh of contentment when Jack realizes that Ennis is right there with him. When the two men are snuggling like this, Jack feels that everything is right with the world. He moves a hand down to Ennis’ groin. “How we doin’ this mornin’, friend?” he asks his lover.
Ennis places his own hand over Jack’s. “Feelin’ great, Jack, but got ta do somethin’ ‘bout this crusty crotch. Got my cum all over them hairs down there, an’ then yours too. Tell ya what, I get a real kick out a ya slidin’ all over me an’ shootin’ your jizz on me like that, but hell, does get kind a messy, don’t it?”
“Um-hmm, sure does, don’t it?” Jack responds. Ennis knows how to enjoy himself when he and Jack are making love, can be creative even, but Jack has always been much freer than Ennis physically, likes it a whole lot better when the sex gets messy. Unless he’s actually coming inside Ennis—when he fucks him or is being sucked off by him—Jack thinks the more ground covered the better.
“How ‘bout I step into that there stream, huh?” Ennis suggests. “Ya want ta follow me? We can enjoy our coffee better if we’re all nice an’ clean, don’t ya think?”
“Sounds good, Ennis, but ya know that water’s pretty damn cold,” Jack warns him. Ennis notices how shallow the stream is, thinks, well it’s not like plungin’ into a frigid lake or nothin’. Don’t need ta get anythin’ above my dick wet anyways.
Ennis wades into the clear stream. The water is shallow, warming up a bit in the sun, but still plenty cold enough to shrivel the hardiest of balls, to make hard points of his nipples. He shivers, wraps his arms around himself.
“Told ya, Ennis. Pretty fuckin’ cold, ain’t it? We both goin’ ta come out a there with blue lips, ya know!” Jack jokes.
“Well, long as we don’t get no blue dicks!” Ennis responds, pleased with the image his joke evokes, pleased that their last day of camping promises to be great fun. He doesn’t look forward to tomorrow at all, feels very unsure about his feelings once Jack leaves. It will be a test of strength to see if he can let Jack out of his sights after this emotional reunion.
“It’s blue balls I’m thinkin’ is the problem right now, friend,” Jack says. “Seems like a emergency we’d best take care a, don’t ya think?”
“Damn good idea, Jack! Sure can’t enjoy no coffee when ya got blue balls!” Ennis heartily agrees.
Bar of soap in hand, Jack gingerly steps into the stream, and Ennis splashes water at him. “I hear a cold shower’s the best way ta make them blue balls go away!” Ennis laughs.
“Not what I had in mind, motherfucker,” Jack responds, splashing back as he heads toward his lover.
He wades up behind Ennis, his own penis soaped up by now, slides the half-erect cock into Ennis’ crack, just slides it up and down in there. He hugs Ennis’ wet back close to his chest, reaches both hands around to the other man’s groin with a bar of soap. He starts soaping up Ennis’ crotch, firmly massages the wedge of pubic hair above Ennis’ cock, then runs his hands down through the hair along each side of the penis, the tawny curls resilient in the water. The results are immediate: Ennis gets a clean crotch and a raging erection.
Jack puts a hand on Ennis’ balls, lovingly fondles them as he presses his own erection tighter against his lover’s ass. He says jokingly into Ennis’ ear, “Ennis, feels like ya lost them big ol’ nuts a yours! What’s these baby balls … littler ‘n Bobby’s, for chrissake! Ain’t goin’ ta get much jizz out a those little fellas, that’s for sure. An’ tell ya what, big boy, I’d hate ta head back ta Texas empty-mouthed, if ya get my meanin’ … speakin’ a which, how’s about ya let me see if I can bring somethin’ down there back ta life, huh?”
Jack gets really hard at the thought of going down on Ennis, wants to see if he really can revive that scrotum so it hangs low and loose, like it usually does, like he prefers to see it, like he prefers when he comes up to Ennis and grabs hold of it when he’s masturbating him from behind. Right now it is shrunken in its nest of dewy hair as it tries to keep Ennis’ gonadal gems warm.
They agree to try this novel activity with Ennis floating on his back.
“Was my brother taught me ta swim, ta float on my back,” Ennis recalls fondly. “Yeah, used ta swim naked, a course, only way we had ta cool off. Didn’t even have no electric fan in the house back then.” He adds hurriedly, “Course we didn’t do the kinds a things you an’ me is doin’ here, not on your life.”
Jack smiles at that. Never would have crossed his mind, Ennis fooling around with another boy, let alone his own brother! But to Ennis a boy is a boy. “I wished I would a had a brother,” Jack says. “Was fuckin’ lonely, never anyone ta play with or nothin’. No way for a boy ta grow up … but guess I did it anyways, didn’t I?”
Ennis lies back in the water, closes his eyes, eagerly awaits Jack’s wonderful, warm mouth down there, his lover’s tongue stroking those balls back to their proper prominence. It has been four years since Jack’s mouth has been on his penis, and Ennis’ thoughts come back from the very first time Jack took him in his mouth: goddamn, the most beautiful man in the world … the most beautiful man in the world is sucking my cock … has Ennis Del Mar’s dick in his mouth! Looking down at this other man, this strong, muscular man sucking his cock, eating his cum, gives Ennis a certain implicit power over Jack, but it is momentary and is always balanced by sincere affection … by love.
Jack tosses the soap to shore, wedges his way between Ennis’ legs, lowers his mouth to the tightly wrinkled, goosebumped pouch. As Ennis’ genitals float lazily at the water’s surface, Jack starts sucking on the scrotum to loosen it up. Ennis’ erection springs out of the water, and he sighs. “Oh, Jack … that feels great … oh god, you’re goin’ ta make me come right here in the water, ain’t ya?”
You bet, Jack thinks, but he ain’t that close ta shootin’, I can tell. I got time ta tease the son of a bitch a little bit. I ain’t done with his balls yet, but let’s see what he thinks a this. Jack gently drags his stubble across the spongy cockhead, and it swells in response.
“Oh fuck, Jack, fuck,” Ennis gasps. Desperate for Jack’s oral magic, he raises his penis as much as he can toward his lover’s mouth. Now that Ennis’ dick is mostly out of the water, Jack notices the ooze that is forming at the other man’s piss hole, obliges him with a sweeping lick.
“Oh, Jack, I been missin’ you … your beautiful lips … you an’ your mouth … so much … so goddamn much … feels great, ah, feels just great!” Ennis responds.
“Shit,” he says, squirming beneath Jack’s mouth, definitely would have sunk if Jack weren’t holding him up. “Jack, where the fuck did ya learn how ta do this … ya know, do this shit in the water an’ all?” It may be a rhetorical question, but Jack knows the balance here with Ennis is much too delicate right now for complete honesty. I done enough just by tellin’ him how much I missed him, that I come up here hopin’ ta heaven we’d be havin’ us somethin’ a little special … that I want ta spend my goddamn life with him, for chrissake!
I’d tell him those other guys are just practice but you’re the real thing, Ennis, that’s what I’d tell him … tell him I ain’t never been fucked by no one else, ain’t never put no other dick in my mouth, ‘cause I know ya think them things is real special, Ennis, ain’t ta be shared. Guess I thought I was goin’ ta see ya again some day, that we’d … well, I don’t know … but somethin’ like this. Like I was savin’ myself ‘til the next time I seen ya, dumb as that sounds! Like girls is supposed ta do ‘til they get married. Funny, I sure as hell ain’t no girl, those kinds a things shouldn’t matter ta boys at all, but still … Can’t say I remember a single one a those faces neither. But you, Ennis? Goddamn, I’m just fuckin’ in love with ya, no two ways ‘bout it. Wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t.
“Made it up right here, big boy. Ya know I got a damned good imagination. Thought ya might like it is all,” Jack says before lowering his face again, this time to swallow the whole cock. Has to make sure he doesn’t get water up his nose as Ennis’ body moves up and down gently in the stream.
“Holy fuck!” Ennis exclaims. He wasn’t expecting Jack to deep-throat him out here in the water, wants to kick wildly, but Jack steadies his legs. Ennis has to trust that Jack knows what he’s doing.
*
Jack smiles to himself, almost laughs at Ennis’ swearing. Ennis don’t say much, but when he does … the fucker sure can be funny. Oh, that one time, uh, what was we doin’? Made him cuss a blue streak. Oh, yeah, that first time I sucked on his dick, that was it. Shit, was our first night together, wasn’t it? Like … well, not like that first night, but like when we was really checkin’ each other out … takin’ our time an’ all. Made him look at my dick, didn’t I? Standin’ straight up it was, lookin’ for action, an’ wasn’t that boy scared … didn’t even want ta kiss me, the fucker. Hell, figured he might as well get a good look at what he’d be wranglin’ with!
Yeah, an’ after showin’ him mine, had ta darn near wrestle the guy out a his clothes, didn’t I? Didn’t mind the struggle, was half the fun, wasn’t it? Cold as the water is, Jack’s cock surges at the memory of Ennis’ hard cock popping out as Jack slowly pulled his pants down. It was the first time Jack had seen another man’s erection, and he was in awe, down there on his knees in front of this man he had fallen so fucking in love with.
But was my mouth really did ya in, wasn’t it, Ennis? Suckin’ an’ lickin’ ya all over down there, scared the fuck out a ya, didn’t it … didn’t know what I was doin’, slobberin’ all over your dick till that jizz come spurtin’ out. Ummm. Didn’t have no control over that, did ya, couldn’t keep quiet at all, son of a bitch. An’ that taste … so good, wasn’t it? Shit, Ennis, I been missin’ the taste a your jizz so goddamn much!
*
This is so much fun, out here in the water, Jack thinks. “Get these big ol’ balls back in action here, bet you’ll give me a good load this time ‘fore I have ta go, won’t ya, Ennis?”
“Oh, fuck …,” Ennis groans, which Jack takes to be an affirmative answer.
Better suck on these balls again … fuckers are shrivelin’ up again, damn it, Jack thinks. He puts his lips back on the tightly wrinkled, cold skin, swirls his tongue from right below the scrotum to the base of Ennis’ erection. Does this for a few minutes as Ennis moans appreciatively, then tends to each side of the scrotum, carefully sucking one ball into his mouth, holding it there to warm it up before tending to the other.
*
Such simple ministrations, yet Ennis is in near ecstasy after four long years without this. No one but Jack has ever put his penis in their mouth, or even offered, not even Alma. And Ennis hasn’t asked.
Occasionally he fucks Alma’s ass—much to her displeasure—but even so, he can’t throw his full animal strength into it, can’t bruise her hips like he does when Jack bucks against his groin. No, their sexual relationship is pretty much missionary, damned boring as far as Ennis is concerned. It’s just as well, he’s decided, because he sure as hell wasn’t ever going to put his mouth between her legs.
And for some reason … Ennis can’t quite get his mind around it … Alma sucking on his dick just wouldn’t be the same as Jack doing it. He thinks about Jack’s broad, open smile. Maybe Alma’s mouth is too small? Could that be it?
*
With Ennis’ balls finally much more apparent, Jack returns his attention to the cock itself. He holds Ennis’ scrotum just above the water with one warm hand, lowers his head again to work on the head and shaft. Jack’s head bobs up and down, bringing Ennis nearly to orgasm. Ennis’ dick throbs against his tongue, letting Jack know that Ennis is close. That mouth … Jack’s mouth … so warm, so talented, Ennis thinks. A brief thought flickers in his mind: too talented, maybe? No, there’s no call for thinking Jack does any of this anywhere else. Again Ennis reminds himself that Jack ain’t no queer, Jack ain’t no queer. Just like me got a wife an’ a baby. I sure as fuck ain’t no queer neither. It’s just the two a us, an’ that’s somethin’ special that ain’t … that ain’t that other thing. But it ain’t no fuckin’ one-shot deal no more, that’s for sure. So what are we goin’ ta do ‘bout that? Guess we do got ta figure somethin’ out, just ain’t goin’ ta be that ranch business.
Like Ennis, Jack has never made love in the water before, wonders what he can do to surprise his lover. He gently lets go of Ennis’ legs and balls, and the other man reflexively bends his knees, moves into a position with his feet on the bottom, his dick pushed up even farther into Jack’s mouth, his butt just below the water’s surface. Jack places his hands on Ennis’ hips, slides his fingers around to his lover’s warm ass crack, holds the cheeks far apart so the water laps between them. Ennis has never experienced this kind of stimulation before, but the cold water entering that sheltered area between his cheeks, hitting his hot asshole, licking against it, almost tickling it, drives him over the edge, and he starts bucking into Jack’s face, furiously pumps loads of semen into his lover’s mouth.
“Jesus christ, Jack! Oh, jesus …,” Ennis begins.
But before he can continue, before he can even think about the unexpected and totally new and goddamn wonderful sensation of getting cold water up his ass, Jack is hard at his mouth, opening it wide with a deep kiss that mingles sperm and saliva.
Fuck, Ennis thinks, jesus fuck. How can I let this man go back ta Texas? Lips still locked on Jack’s, tongues swirling around each other, he wraps his arms around Jack and hugs him as tightly as he can. Got ta let ya go, Jack, Ennis thinks. Got ta fuckin’ stand it an’ let ya go. But not till tomorrow. Goin’ ta enjoy every minute till tomorrow.
*
Jack is delighted to have brought Ennis such ecstasy, that they are starting this beautiful spring day so splendidly. Their kissing continues for some time as they stand there in the stream.
So this ain’t goin’ ta make him live with me on no ranch yet, Jack thinks. But at least he won’t forget this. Make it easier for me come November ta get him ta change his mind, won’t it?
Finally Ennis steps back. “Remember how on Brokeback we used ta get naked ta wash our clothes?” Ennis asks. “Funny we never thought ‘bout havin’ fun in the water like this, ain’t it?” So Jack, where exactly did ya learn this little bit a magic? he wonders, mighty pleased with the results but still not confident enough to dismiss his uncertainty. The maneuver seems too polished for Jack to have devised on the spot. But then Ennis remembers his own secrets, his own inventions to satisfy himself whenever he finds himself running a one-man show. There’s that one thing … yeah, that one thing Jack don’t know ‘bout. Maybe at the motel later … don’t know … pretty, um … pretty unusual, ain’t it? Don’t know if he’d understand.
“Guess I just never thought a doin’ it when we was doin’ the laundry! Ya know, durin’ a chore ya just want ta get it done,” Jack replies. “But yeah, would a worked the same, I guess. Would a been fun, no doubt ‘bout it.”
So now you’re practical-minded, Jack. Must be a first! Ennis thinks.
*
Jack’s own cock has been dripping since he was sliding it up and down in Ennis’ crack. Holding Ennis so tightly like this with their dicks pressed together, the excitement of once again tasting his lover’s wonderful, earthy cum, and the deep, juicy kissing have brought Jack nearly to the brink.
Ennis senses this and moves around, steps up tight behind Jack, just like that one time on Brokeback when he came up on Jack, told him he was sleeping on his feet like a horse, hummed a little song softly in his ear. Such a special moment for both of them, that had been. Ennis’ cock presses tightly against Jack’s butt as he reaches around, plays with Jack’s nipples, all perky and firm because of the chill. He caresses the layer of soft hair on the other man’s chest, follows the trail down to his belly, finally to his groin, where the dark, wet curls glisten in the sun.
Ennis runs his hands up and down Jack’s body, and Jack closes his eyes, leans back into Ennis, strokes his own erection, plays with his balls as the water barely laps at his scrotum. He starts to grind his ass into Ennis’ stiff cock, and Ennis’ fingers bear down on those nipples, twist with increasing force as Jack’s moans grow more frequent and get louder.
“Yeah, Ennis, yeah,” Jack says. “Just like that … twist ‘em hard, really hard!” Ennis alternately pulls on the nipples and digs his strong fingers into the swirls of hair around them, massaging the firm muscles beneath. “Oh, that feels great … goddamn great …,” Jack tells Ennis.
Ennis feels Jack’s body tense up. With a thrust of his hips, Jack rams his ass into the stiff cock behind him, gives his raging erection a final stroke, shoots out an arc of hot cum. “Fuckin’ christ, Ennis! … Aw, fuck … jesus, feels so good!” Jack exclaims. They watch as the white cream skips across the water’s rippling surface and then sinks.
Ennis softens the nipple pinching to a chest massage, kisses Jack’s neck, just wants to keep this man right here, right here in this beautiful stream with the sun so warm on their skin, so far ... so far away from all those things that now seem like intrusions into some sort of idyll.
*
Jack is not one to dwell on problems. Sure, he was crushed when he realized Ennis wasn’t ready for life on a ranch with him, but he figured he’d just have to work up another approach for November. Ennis will come around, Jack is certain of it … because making a life together is the right thing to do, the thing that will make their lives complete.
After last night’s unexpectedly violent encounter, however, Jack remains wary of Ennis. The hostility … and then the desperation of Ennis’ soft yearning for Jack to masturbate him. He could have done it himself, no doubt about it … like any man he’s had plenty of experience. And Jack was sound asleep, never would have known. But it was Ennis’ special way of telling Jack how very sorry he was, inviting Jack to touch him again … inviting the lover he had abused and then rejected to touch him again in the most intimate way.
It may be the vulnerable Ennis that Jack loves most—certainly not the violent one—yet he doesn’t want to hurt him in any way. He is realizing how significantly his intentions for the two of them have affected Ennis. There’s a lot a different moods goin’ on in that head a his, ain’t there? Jack decides. Don’t know what ta expect from one minute ta the next now.
How fuckin’ stupid I was, he thinks. Just bargin’ in here an’ thinkin’ I can drag Ennis away from his life. Fuck me, should a known after we was together on Brokeback. Forgot though, didn’t I, Ennis don’t change very easy. Shit, spent most a that summer tryin’ ta get the son of a bitch ta let me fuck him! Had ta work through ever’ little thing … ever’ fuckin’ little thing. Ah, Ennis … tellin’ him that this or that wouldn’t hurt … makin’ him see how much fun somethin’ could be.
Just like a big goddamn boy, wasn’t he? Needin’ ta learn stuff, not sure ‘bout none a it. Except for when he fucked the hell out a me in that there tent. Jesus! Didn’t need no instructions for that, did he? Course he wouldn’t a done nothin’ ‘bout that neither if I hadn’t a made him do it.
Ennis, ya ain’t changed a goddamn bit, not a bit, have ya? But ain’t like up there on that mountain this time … ain’t like it’s just the two a us no more, nobody’s business but ours, like it was back then. Guess it’s everbody’s business now, ain’t it, Ennis? Everbody’s fuckin’ business.
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