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Thin Air	By : Daiyu_Amaya Category: Star Wars (All) > Slash - Male/Male Views: 987 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I gasped awake, my eyes scanning the room. Kix frowned at me and laid a hand on my forehead, "There was a blast General, it shouldn't have knocked you out, but..." I laid back, closing my eyes. "But?" There was a shift and it sounded like Kix was sitting down, I opened my eyes to glance at him and suddenly I felt very frightened, Kix was looking very depressed.
"Why would you go into battle? You...Did you know?" Did I know what exactly? "Kix, your frightening me-What happened?" Kix rubbed his face and the look he sent me was frightening, he looked as if he'd never looked at me before.
"Did you know you were pregnant?" Oh, oh force, I hadn't thought, was the child alright? "I...I found out a little before this mission." That was nearly a month ago, Kix sighed; "Then you should have known better to come out into a battle...The others couldn't understand why the blast knocked you out, it shouldn't have. But, they didn't know you were pregnant."
Oh god. "Is...Is the child?" Kix shook his head; "If I had known, there wouldn't have been much for me to do-But I didn't know. I didn't know and the child...It didn't make it, I'm sorry." I sunk deeper into the cot. I had killed my child with my stupid carelessness. "I..Kix, I'm sorry...You shouldn't have had to go through that."
Kix looked at me like I'd lost my mind, and maybe I had. I had knowingly walked into battle, I had caused my own child it's life because I had stupidly not thought about what could happen if I had, but at the same time, I didn't want anyone to know...
"Who?" I blinked and looked up at Kix; "It, its a long story." Kix nodded; "We've got time. We're on route back to Coruscant." I nodded and thought about where to start. "When I was attacked by that plant creature, It wasn't trying to eat me." Kix snorted; "So the father is a plant creature?" I laughed; "No, no. It swapped some DNA from others to me along with some of its spores." Kix froze; "Cody and Rex jumped that creature and dragged you out...One of them was the father?"
I hadn't meant for Kix to know. "Do they know?" I shook my head; "How could I tell either of them that? They're together after all." Kix sighed; "You really don't know much about us, do you? It's actually common for us to have...What do others call it? Uh, polyamory if I remember correctly."
Oh, well that explained a few things, like Wolffe and how close he seemed to several members of his wolf pack. "That's normal okay, but that has nothing to do with me telling either one of them about the child." Kix looked confused; "You're not with them? We all kind of assumed that you were in a relationship with them."
Wait. What? Why would I be, why would anyone think that? "I'm a Jedi, being in a relationship is against our code." Or at least if it becomes something that makes us do things against the code that led us down the darker path.
I supposed some Jedi could be in relationships and still function as a Jedi, I figured at one point that my own master was in a relationship with another Jedi after all.
Kix shrugged; "General Skywalker has Amidala, and Plo has Wolffe and his wolf pack. Not that odd that you'd be in a relationship." Oh, force above Plo and Wolffe? That was not something I really wanted to hear about let alone think about.
"I haven't ever...I thought it was pretty clear to everyone how I felt about Satine." Kix nodded; "Yeah that was clear, but we could all tell that while you love her, you are no longer in love with her." Something about that statement rang true...
I would have turned from the Jedi Order because of my love for her, but I hadn't and the love I had once felt, it was still there. A distant thing that only hurt me when I saw her, I'm sure she felt the same way about me these days as well.
"Did you tell anyone else about why I was knocked out?" I knew Kix wouldn't, Medic's oath and all of that. Kix frowned and bit his lower lip. Eyes painfully sad. "I, I didn't understand-How could I? I've never dealt with someone pregnant before..." Oh no, he had told someone? "Who knows Kix?" He let out a deep breath; "General Skywalker."
Anakin. Oh force, this was bad. This was very bad, I hadn't told him anything about what I'd learned. Once he realized I knew, had known for just over a month. Would he trust me anymore? "How did he take that?" Kix shook his head, in a bewildered way. "He knew what to do, knew that there wasn't much we could have done-as if he had learned things about childbirth."
There could be only one explanation for that one. Padmé was with child and Anakin had learned as much as he could in preparation for that. As much as that worried me, it was already too late. Padmé wouldn't forsake her child and she wouldn't tell anyone about it either.
That could put her in a lot of danger, the danger she shouldn't have to take alone. Maybe I should talk to her? I wasn't sure if she'd listen to me, or if she'd even care to talk to me, it had been a while since we'd last spoken.
"Thank you Kix, I know this must have been terrible for you." Kix looked close to tears actually. "Sir, you...I can't even imagine how you feel. But, I if you ever need to talk. I'm here for you." I smiled at him, it was nice to know that Kix cared so deeply for everyone around him, to talk of something so uncomfortable for him. That was a great deal kinder than he needed to be to someone like me. "I'll keep that in mind thank you Kix."
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