The day I died inside

Disclaim: I do not own Star Wars

Please enjoy this chapter it took me alot of brain storming to get it to go together.

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Olivay entered the JedI council room, her face was worried.

“Yes Master Olivay?” Mace asked.

“Master my Padawan is gone!” she exclaimed.

“what is it you mean by this hmmm?” Yoda asked.

“She’s gone Master, I cant sense her anywhere, and she wasn’t in her room this morning” Olivay said.

“This is true, we can not sense her either, you must tell us, where does she frequent?” Mace asked.

“um……OH, she has a friend named Missy, she’s the DJ at a pub, Saria goes there to talk with her about twice a week” Olivay said.

“Saria goes to a bar?” Mace asked.

“she’s been going there for 4 years and not once has she consumed alcohol, and she was always back by no later then 1 am, but strangely she wasn’t back in her room Intel 12:30 am last night” Olivay said.

“Lots on her mind, there is” Yoda commented.

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Olivay and Obi-Wan scanned the pub for Missy. They found her sitting on a stool drinking.

“Missy!” Olivay shouted over the noise.

Missy turned and looked at her, then waved her over.

Once they had finally gotten to Missy, she started even before they sat down.

“It was horrible, Saria came here to see me and sat on this regular stool waiting for me to finish, I watched as a man in a sith uniform went over to her a bought her a drink, she didn’t drink it of course” she paused for a breath, “He bent over and started to talk to her, they chatted for a few minutes Intel she abruptly jumped up and ran out the door, 4 strange people in black robes with light sabres stood up, one of them went over to the man and did some weird thing, I don’t know but the man started to choke!” by then Missy had started to cry, “So half the bar fallowed the other 3, we came to the level shuttle and I saw her riding up in it, then…….one of the strange people grabbed a child and ignited there light sabre, which was red, but of course Saria’s light sabre is red too, but……. She held the child at bay, and Saria jumped of the shuttle at around 10 - 20 feet in the air!” she took a breath and sniffed, “then they grabbed her and put a collar on her, they then took her, I was going to help but, she gave me a look ya know the type that says don’t come any closer” she stopped and broke down crying.

Olivay’s heart stopped, her padawan was taken by dark jedI?

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I couldn’t see anything, I knew I was on a shuttle of some sort, but I was blind folded and my hands where tied behind my back.

I sighed and wiggled trying to get free, “there’s no point trying to get free women because its not happening” I heard a voice in front of me.

“Where am I?” I asked.

“Now why would I tell you and ruin the surprise?” the voice said.

I sighed and shifted, trying to get myself comfortable.

This would be a long ride.

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“Okay girl ge’up!” a man said well pulling me up.

“Its time to meet the reason your ere’ and I don’t think ya’ll like it”

I felt myself being pulled forward, of the ramp and onto a rocky terrine. I was told to walk forward, it was along walk and I was soon getting tired, frankly I hated being blind. Some point later on I was lead into a building, I knew this because the climate change.

The man who was pushing me stopped, “ere’ she is My Lord”.

“Good now leave” it was a females voice.

I heard the scurrying of feet as they left, then I heard the woosh of a cloak as the women walked towards me. I then sensed her in front of me.

“Wow, a spitting image of your mother” she said.

I shook me head,

“I will never be like my mother”

She laughed, “and is it so bad?, we are not evil like everyone says, we just look at things differently from the jedI, we use the force to accomplish things, the force was after all given to us for are own uses” I heard her circle around me.

“And that silly jedI code, there is no emotion only peace?, the jedI oreder does not allow you to marry, or love, or have children, now I tell you, is that right?” she asked going to stand in front of me again.

“Your nothing but murderers!” I hissed.

“are you angry dear Saria?, does this make you pissed?” she laughed cruelly.

“there is no emotion there is only peace” I recited and forced myself to calm down.

“Your just another of the jedI orders lap dogs!, all these missions, we kill for are survival and to force obedience!” she said.

“You don’t bring obedience you bring fear!” I replied.

“And what does fear bring?, would you honestly disobey someone if you knew they would kill you?” she asked.

“No…” I replied truthfully.

“Don’t you want to be able to love?, what about the soldier you talked to?, Derrick, he’s one of are top commanders, its too bad” she said with mock concern.

“Huh, what’s too bad?” I asked my curiosity getting the better of me.

“Oh hun, he tried to help you escape, right now he’s probably being tortured to death” she said amusement behind her words.

“You sun of a” - “what bitch?” she asked interrupting. “Do you want him to survive?, do you want him to live?” she asked.

My heart was hammering, “yes, he doesn’t disserve to be hurt”.

She laughed again, “Oh darling if you only knew how many lives he’s taken”

“Please don’t hurt him” I pleaded, “Under one condition I wont” she replied.

I sighed bitterly, “what?”.

“I want you to promise not to attack anyone or anything once you get out of that thing, and then you will await further instructions” she finished.

I bit my bottom lip, “I …… promise, but who are you?”.

She laughed softly this time and removed my blind fold.

What I saw scared me, it was me, a much older me.

She had long flowing black hair and icy blue eyes, the difference was she had two black marks underneath each eye. She was wearing a long black cloak and black gloves. On her belt was a lightsaber.

“Who?, Who are you?!” I demanded.

“Oh hunny I thought you would have known - she paused - I’m Sheriah, your mother” she laughed cruelly at this.

“no… NOOOOOO!”

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I hope you liked it, and I know I have been spelling Jedi JedI but thats how my spell checker works so sorry.

Anyways I think the next Chapter will get more into Saria and Derrick's relationship, and I may do a little plot twist.

Well the ideas are in my head so I guess you will just have to wait intel I write them.