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“Jaina!”
Her eyes snapped open, and for a few moments she seemed disoriented, as she struggled to recognize where she was. Jacen then saw a glimmer of recognition, and she looked straight at him and whispered his name. “Jacen? What…?” “You were dreaming – having a nightmare, actually. Must be something in the air.” “Oh…” she said quietly, as she rubbed her eyes. “Wanna talk about it?” He asked, echoing her earlier words to him. She smiled weakly. “Um, it’s a little embarrassing so if you don’t mind, I’m gonna keep this one close to my chest.” “Fair enough, but I’m intrigued…” She smiled again, drew breath as if to speak and then shook her head. “No, it’s fine, really Jacen.” She didn’t sound very convincing, and after his own disturbing nightmare, Jacen had to wonder whether what his sister had experienced was more than just a simple dream. Whatever it had been about, it had obviously disturbed her. Her voice was shaky, and she was visibly trembling. “Are you sure?” he pressed. She was quiet for a moment, and then looked into his eyes. She hesitated, and then spoke. “It was about you. You and I… We were together, like you dreamed earlier.” He knew immediately what she meant. “I see. What do you think it means?” “I don’t know. I mean…it’s probably nothing. Like I said… dreams are weird.” “True. But what if it does mean something?” "Jacen, this is silly. It was just informed by what you told me of your dream. Clearly, some strange part of my subconscious thought it would be funny to try and freak me out by giving me a complex.” Jacen had to smile, and he reached out to brush a stray dark lock from her face. She recoiled, but his hand brushed against her cheek and he could feel that her skin was hot. She was sweating. “Then why won’t you let me touch you? What are you afraid of?” “Afraid?” “You’re trembling. If it’s all just a bad dream then why did you just jump when I touched your face?” “I… I wasn’t expecting it that’s all. Stop it, you’re making fun of me.” “I’m not. I’m just pointing out that you seem uncomfortable around me…” “Well it’s not right! I shouldn’t be having those kinds of thoughts about my own brother!” Although he could sense that she was on edge, Jacen was taken aback by her forcefulness. “Hey, I’m sorry,” he offered. “No, I’m sorry,” she replied with a sigh. “It’s just that…” She closed her eyes and went very quiet. “What?” Jacen pressed. When she didn’t reply he asked, “Jaina, are you okay? Talk to me.” She opened her eyes. She didn’t answer his question, but she was absolutely terrified. This was crazy, she thought. She was a trained Jedi Knight and was in full control of her thoughts and feelings, but in this instant she felt dizzy and more than a little faint with the sudden realization that she was actually attracted to Jacen – her own twin brother. That was insane, she realized, but it occurred to her that the events of the past few years must have affected her mental state. She had lost Anakin, and Anni, and Chewie, and had seen so much death and destruction that she couldn’t bear the thought that one day she and Jacen might too be separated by death. Indeed, they had come very close to losing each other already. “I… I don’t know what I would’ve done if you hadn’t come home alive,” she whispered. “Yeah, well I’m here now,” he replied. Jaina was silent then, and her breathing grew heavier. The feeling that Jacen got from her was… unlike anything he’d ever felt before. She nodded. “You know,” he added, “I know I couldn’t stand to lose you either.” She regarded him for just a moment, and then leaned forward and embraced him, gently kissing him on the cheek. She was so close that he could feel her heart thumping rapidly against his chest, and his own heart began to beat faster but he wasn’t sure why. Slowly, she withdrew from the embrace and their eyes met. Before Jacen knew what was happening, his own eyes seemed to close of their own free will and time seemed to come to a standstill as he felt the press of her soft lips against his own. His heart continued to beat rapidly as reality came crashing back to him and he suddenly became aware that he was kissing Jaina. A wave of revulsion passed through him at lightspeed, and he quickly broke off the kiss and jolted back, hitting his head on the top of the bunk. “W…What are we doing!?” he stammered. “Jaina, are you crazy!? You can’t… We can’t…!!!” Jaina’s face flushed, and tears began to form in her eyes. “Oh no! I’m so sorry!” she cried. They sat quietly for a few moments, neither knowing what to say, and Jaina continued to cry softly. Jacen closed his eyes in despair. This wasn’t right, he knew, but in a way he was also upset that the experience had ended the way it had. Then it all came flooding back to him; when they had been small children, and would climb into each other’s bed following a nightmare, they had both felt a closeness that had gone beyond family or friendship. Neither twin had understood it at the time, but as Jacen reflected on this now he realized that he had felt more than simple brotherly love. This was a time before they had been taught about the many societies’ rules regarding sexual interaction between family members, and the two had often experimented with each other by touching each other’s bodies. It had been completely innocent. They had shared a womb, and been brought up together – slept together, been bathed together… so what was the harm in sharing a physical closeness? But then they had both gotten a little older, and had naturally begun to grow out of their period of curiosity with each other which, as Jacen once heard a noted psychologist say, was a perfectly natural phase for young human children between three- to five-years-old. They had then been taught about the differences between the sexes and about the accepted rules of the galaxy, and both had forgotten, perhaps even consciously repressed those childhood urges. Now Jacen remembered. He had loved Jaina before he had even known what love was. She too, had felt the closeness of their early twin bond, before it had matured into what they now shared. Jaina couldn’t understand why these feelings had resurfaced now. They were not her feelings, she told herself. They were a child’s feelings – those of a four-year-old girl who didn’t understand why she and her twin brother seemed to have physical differences and wanted to learn. She was not that child anymore. So why was she crying? Why did she feel incomplete…as if she had betrayed a part of herself? As the tears rolled down Jaina’s face, Jacen saw not the tough, headstrong young Jedi that he had come to know, but the little girl she had once been. The girl who had taken the turbolift ride with him down into the bowels of Coruscant, who had helped him defend their unconscious uncle from the dark spirit of Exar Kun, and whom he had loved all those years ago. She was a part of him, and he of her. Jacen’s heart melted, and his capacity for rational thought seemed once again to desert him. He couldn’t help but feel anything but love and longing for Jaina now. More than anything, he wanted her to comfort him again, as she had done all those years ago. He wiped a tear from her cheek, and gazed into her eyes. By the Force I must be out of my mind, he thought. Jaina wrapped her arms around him. She felt intoxicated, confused and out of her mind. She mustered up the courage to speak; “Do you want this?” “I love you,” was the reply. “You mean everything to me, and right now I just want to be near you.” Jaina smiled, and Jacen felt her spirit leap. He realized now just how beautiful she had become. She had her mother’s deep brown eyes and – No…! The thought jolted him back to reality. “We can’t do this, Jaina,” he said suddenly. “It’s so wrong!” “Shhh…” she whispered soothingly. “Don’t think about it like that. Just give in to the moment…” Jacen regarded her for a long moment, and then nodded, as if in defeat. Standing up, he began to unzip the flight suit he was wearing. Jaina started to help him along with it, and in no time at all he was down to his underwear. Jaina stood up then, and slowly unzipped her black jumpsuit from neck to crotch. Jacen helped her out of it, and in a few moments she was clad only in her grey undersuit. Jacen reached around and undid her suit at the back, peeling it off her slowly. As Jacen reached her waist, so that the top half of Jaina’s torso was exposed, she held up her hand to stop him. Jacen sighed, and for an awful moment, he thought that she had changed her mind. His fears were allayed when instead she reached down to his waist and proceeded to remove his underwear. Jaina gave a wry smile of approval as she noticed his erection. Jacen gave her a sheepish smile, and returned his attention to removing Jaina’s undersuit. He hooked the middle and index fingers of each hand into the waistband and, unable to wait any longer, he swiftly yanked the suit down her legs. Jaina gave a slight chuckle as she stepped out of it. Jacen looked her up and down. She had an attractive, slender frame, with firm breasts that seemed to taunt him as he focused his attention on them. Before his eyes could make their way any lower, he felt Jaina’s hand on his chin, as she directed his gaze back up to her face. She regarded him with a wry smile and a raised eyebrow. In truth though, she had been equally transfixed by his manhood. It had been a long time now since they had seen each other naked and Jaina mused that they had both matured considerably since the last time. She felt like a child again, which was ironic considering what they were about to do. Back then, it had all been about innocent childlike curiosity. This was not innocent. Jaina looked Jacen in the eye. This is it… the look said. It’s too late to turn back now. Jacen nodded, and finally stole a glance downward at Jaina's most intimate area. Her mound was mostly shaved, with just a thin strip of pubic hair barely covering her cleft. He noted with some satisfaction how wet she was for him, and he couldn’t help but feel intensely aroused by her scent. He had never made love before, although he and Tenel Ka had briefly experimented in the past. Jacen had been aroused, but had felt as if something had been missing. This was what he had been waiting for. This couldn’t be right, could it? He had to ask himself, was he sick? Placing her trembling hands on his shoulders, Jaina pushed Jacen onto his back, interrupting his inner reflection. She then climbed onto the bunk to straddle him, and slowly eased herself down onto his waiting shaft. The most dizzying, head-spinning confluence of emotions hit Jacen like a wave as he entered her… It was the most bizarrely erotic thing he had ever experienced, feeling so wrong and yet so right. It was an indescribable feeling as, gently and steadily, she began to ride him. Losing his virginity felt strange. It was a completely new experience, and yet it felt so familiar… familiar… This was Jaina, his twin, and his soul mate. It felt as if they had been doing this for years, or rather that they should have been. Then a sudden realization hit him like a blaster bolt. Although she was still very tight, she clearly wasn’t a virgin, and Jacen’s universe briefly collapsed as he was forced to accept the reality that someone else had been with her first. Jacen had to wonder who had had the pleasure. Probably Jag, he mused. “Shh…” Jaina whispered as if sensing his discomfort. He looked up into her eyes and saw only pure, intensely focused passion. His breathing accelerated as she moved her hips in a rhythmic fashion and, his jealous qualm forgotten, he began to thrust deeper and deeper into her. They began panting in unison, as they both reached into the Force to draw on their connection to each other. Jacen placed his hands on Jaina’s breasts and felt her erect nipples. Jaina then leaned the top part of her body down toward Jacen’s face, and he raised his head to take her left nipple into his mouth and suckle as he still continued to thrust. What amazed Jaina was his sudden newfound ability to multitask. She grinned as his tongue swirled and flicked around and over her nipple before he switched breasts. They were together now, she thought, one and the same. Using the Force to link minds, they were able to share each and every intense feeling. Jacen reached orgasm, and Jaina felt her brother’s fluid rush inside her as he came and came, panting and moaning heavily. Her face flushed as for the first time the prospect of his impregnating her crossed her foolish mind. She would have to seek a contraceptive injection quickly when they reached Coruscant. She quickly jolted herself out of her thoughts as her own climax approached. The sudden realization that they may have awoken their mother prevented Jaina from screaming as she came like she had never come before. After half a minute, her heavy panting and high-pitched moans finally subsided as she collapsed onto him. They lay there silently, feeling unbelievably content.* * * *
Leia awoke with a start. She had just experienced something quite indescribable, and now had the sudden urge to leap out of her bunk and run to her children. Somehow their connection to the Force had intensified in a way that she had never felt before, as if they had reached a connection that went beyond anything that Leia could even begin to comprehend.
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After a minute, Jaina eased herself off her brother and lay next to him, still gasping for breath. Neither of them could speak. Just then, the door to the cabin opened swiftly, and there came a loud gasp.
The twins turned their heads abruptly to face their mother, Princess Leia Organa Solo, standing in the doorway with a look of complete shock on her face. They both froze, their cheeks flushed and burning. Sithspit!!! Jacen thought. “Oh no…” Jaina simply said quietly. There was a long, terrible silence. Leia felt sick. She raised a hand to her mouth, then closed her eyes and tried to deny what she had seen. How could they!? She wondered incredulously. They were… they were family! They were her family! “No…” she muttered. Her voice was barely a whisper. “Mom…” Jacen began, but his voice trailed off as he failed to find the words, any words that could explain the sheer madness that had taken hold of them. Leia’s queasy feeling continued to wash over her as she tried to contemplate what must have been going on inside their heads. By the time she became aware that her knees had buckled beneath her, she was halfway to the floor. Jacen leapt off the bunk; almost throwing his sister aside as he instinctively came to his mother’s aid. “I… I…” he stammered, “we can explain…” Jaina shot him a look that said; Can we?! Leia tried to make sense of a thousand different thoughts running through her head. Could I have prevented this? Was I… Am I a bad parent? If only Han and I had been there for them more when they were younger… She blinked away her tears and forced herself to look up into her son’s eyes. “Jacen,” she began, and then turning to face her daughter, “Jaina…” Jaina could not look her mother in the eye. She suddenly felt a wave of sickness and revulsion, and as Jacen looked at her he noticed that she had turned so deathly pale that he thought she might pass out. Without warning, Jaina suddenly retched, and then a single tear rolled down her cheek. She quickly retrieved Jacen’s discarded blanket from the floor of the cabin and pulled it tightly around herself to cover her modesty, curling up in a fetal position. A little late now, sis, Jacen thought. As Leia regarded her daughter, she was reminded of how the girl would sleep as an infant, when Leia would check up on the twins after a day’s work. It struck her that Jaina would naturally not remember those times, feeling as Leia knew she did that her parents were often too busy to pay their children much attention in their early lives. This hurt Leia greatly, for she feared that Jaina would never know just how wrong she was. Leia and Han had never been too busy for Jaina and Jacen. She had made many attempts more recently to communicate this to her daughter, and had at least begun to make some headway, but since Anakin’s tragic death and the Vong war Leia had again found it increasingly difficult to talk properly to her woman-to-woman. She began to think about how she had wanted more than anything to simply be near Jaina recently, just to be able to show her how much she loved her in any way possible. This impulse must have been what the twins had felt this very night, she mused, and she suddenly regarded them with a newfound sense of understanding. This was a completely new feeling, one that left her completely torn and confused. She wanted so badly to express her love for her offspring, but to do it in the way that they had for each other would just be wrong in so many ways. Morally reprehensible, was the phrase that sprang to mind. Even as these thoughts played on her conscious mind, she found herself rising to her feet and moving toward the bunk. Before she even knew what she was doing, she had begun to caress Jaina’s cheek. Jaina’s eyes met her mother’s for the first time, and Leia gently pulled her into an embrace. Jaina buried her face in Leia’s bosom and began to sob. Jacen stood in silence, watching the scene, a bemused look playing across his face. He failed to understand his mother’s sudden apparent change of heart. He sank to his knees and bowed his head, still listening as Leia’s soothing voice consoled Jaina. "Shhh, darling, it’s alright. Shhh…everything’s going to be okay.” With those comforting words, Leia gently pulled Jaina’s head up and gave her a sweet, chaste kiss on her lips. Jaina’s eyes widened, as did Jacen’s when he looked up and saw what was happening before him. He noted on Jaina’s face a look of confusion, pain and guilt, and still she continued to cry. Jacen felt a pang of shock travel down his spine. He then became aware that he was beginning to feel aroused once again, as any red blooded human male would be at the sight of such intimacy between two women. But he was a Jedi Knight, and the women in question were his mother and sister… As Jaina contemplated the alarming thought of being in therapy for the rest of her natural life, Leia broke off the kiss and turned to regard Jacen. She smiled wryly as she noticed his erection, almost exactly as Jaina had earlier. Okay, thought Jacen, this is starting to get a little creepy. Leia held out her hand, and Jacen forced himself to his feet and took it. He perched down on the edge of the bunk, for it was far too small for the three of them to fit on at once. Leia leaned closer to Jacen and whispered conspiratorially; “How and when did you get so big?” Jacen smiled awkwardly and shrugged. “How about giving me a hand out of this nightgown, baby…?” Leia proposed. Jaina, who had finally managed to compose herself, regarded her brother with a wide-eyed, half-amused-half-terrified expression. Jacen gave a nervous laugh. He still couldn’t quite believe all this was happening. Leia moved next to Jacen so that he could have access to the strings holding her nightgown in place. He shakily complied with his mother’s request; unfastening the strings and letting them hang loose. When Leia then began to remove her silk nightgown off her right shoulder using her left hand, Jacen began to slide the left side of the gown of her left shoulder, until Leia then stood up and let the gown drop. In a couple of seconds it was around her ankles, allowing her to step out of it. Jacen’s mouth hung open slightly at the sight of his mother standing naked before him. She was small in stature, like Jaina, and no longer young, but she was still very attractive and cut an impressive figure. Leia turned around, giving her son a full frontal view of her nudity. At forty-nine years of age, her hair was graying slightly, but it was remarkable how few lines had appeared on her face, especially considering what she had been through in her lifetime. Jacen’s eyes moved down her body, to her breasts, which had now started to sag, to her mound. Unlike Jaina, Leia was not shaved, as was normal for women of her generation. Her pubic hair, slightly tinged with grey, was trimmed neatly at the edges but she had let it grow out slightly in the V. He held his gaze there for a few moments and then continued to stare down her legs. She sat back down and leaned in to kiss Jacen as she had Jaina. Jacen nearly recoiled, but forced himself to go along with the experience, for he could hardly back out now after coming this far. He became aware that he was still trembling, but Leia only smiled and held his hand tightly to steady his nerves. Leia’s own nerves were alighted effortlessly by Jacen’s touch, and in fact he reminded her so much of Han. He has his father’s touch, she thought. This was of course an entirely new experience for her. Although see had once been vaguely attracted to, and even once kissed, her brother Luke, that had been before the truth about their lineage had been revealed, and she had kissed him only to make Han jealous. She was also vaguely aware that incestuous relationships were actually legal on some planets in the Republic, but she had always considered the idea to be utterly repulsive. What shocked her in this instance though, was that she was actually finding the experience highly erotic, and not even her rigid Alderaanian upbringing could fight the urges she felt at this moment. This, though, was something that everyone they knew would find utterly abhorrent, were they to find out. She would therefore make certain that no one ever did. Not Luke or Mara… and certainly not Han! He just wouldn’t understand. She turned to Jaina. “Hold on honey,” she said, “I’ll get back to you in a minute.” Jaina raised an eyebrow in reply. Keeping her eyes on Jacen’s face, Leia moved down her son’s body and, now on her knees on the floor of the cabin, took his penis in her mouth and began to suck him slowly. What's happening? Jacen thought. A half-hour ago I was a virgin… This is too much, Jaina thought, and she began to move her hands lightly over her own body. She moved two fingers to her sex and began slowly rubbing herself as Leia continued her administrations to Jacen. It didn’t take long for Jacen to orgasm and Leia, sensing his impending climax, pulled away as he ejaculated. She screwed up her eyes as she was hit full in the face. By the Force!!! Jacen thought as he realized what had happened, but Leia only laughed as she opened her eyes to see the horrified expression on his face. She wiped the semen from her nose and cheeks, and shook the sticky substance off her hand and onto Jacen, who simply raised his eyes and smiled. Jaina couldn’t help but smile too as she continued to masturbate. Leia, noticing her daughter’s longing need for another release, moved away from Jacen and put her arm around Jaina. She then moved her free hand to Jaina’s, and began to guide it. When Leia could feel that Jaina was on the brink of orgasm, she stopped and pulled the girl’s hand to her own breast. Jaina gave a slight moan of objection, but began stroking her mother’s breast. Without any prompting, she then moved her other hand to the space between Leia’s legs. She began to stroke Leia’s clitoris with her middle finger, while moving to insert her thumb into the older woman’s vagina, exploring the place from which she had been born. Leia moaned as Jaina ran the fingers of her right hand over her mom’s erect nipple. Finally, Jaina began to call the shots. She spent a little while suckling on Leia’s nipple, which struck her as being strangely like breastfeeding again. She then raised her head and indicted to Leia to kneel at her feet. Leia complied, parting her daughter’s legs and beginning to lick her intimate area, swirling her tongue in a circling motion. Jacen, meanwhile, summoned every last ounce of strength to get up and move behind his mother. Leia and Jaina kept their eyes focused intently on each other and Jaina suddenly noticed her mother’s eyes widen as she realized that Jacen had dropped to his knees and entered her from behind. As a result of what Jacen was now doing, a look of intense pleasure spread across Leia’s features, and she now found it increasingly difficult to keep her attention focused on pleasuring Jaina orally. Instead, she resorted to a different tactic, inserting the two main fingers of her right hand into Jaina’s soaked passage and beginning to thrust them in and out of her beautiful daughter. Jacen continued to pump into Leia from behind, and for her, the last twenty years seemed to almost melt away, and she suddenly felt like a young woman again – the young princess that Han had fallen in love with all those years ago… As the trio’s connection to the Force continued to bond them together in the throes of pleasure, every small feeling intensified tenfold as they reached orgasm in unison, with Jacen moaning and gasping and Jaina and Leia both screaming in ecstasy. The sound of heavy breathing filled the air as the intense feelings of pleasure subsided. The silence was deafening as the three collapsed in exhaustion. Sleep should have come quickly to them, but the events of the past couple of hours played on their minds. A long while passed. It was Leia who spoke first. “I think we should all get some sleep now.” The twins nodded slowly, and Leia reached for her nightgown. Slipping it back on, she bade her children goodnight and left the cabin as quickly as she could. After the door had slid shut behind her, she let herself fall back against it and slid to her knees.* * * *
Personal Journal, Leia Organa Solo:
Our mission was a success. We’re heading home at sub-lightspeed in order to conserve power. I look forward to the Senate debriefing on Coruscant. Having completed the negotiations ahead of schedule the proceedings should be over fairly quickly. However, I’m forced to wonder how I will be able to face seeing my husband again in view of recent events. It’s been three days. Jaina and Jacen have barely been able to look each other in the eyes… and I must admit to finding it no easier myself. I thought that we’d be able to come to an understanding. Maybe we will, one day, I don’t know… Until that day, things are going to be very uncomfortable between us. I sincerely hope that they don’t hate me right now. I’ve been cursing myself for my deplorable actions. Damn it, I’ve been a Princess, a rebel leader, a Jedi, a senator and Galactic Chief of State! Never have I let my emotions rule me so. When my planet was destroyed, I retained my composure. I’ve survived Imperial torture and the death of my son. But I don’t know how I can survive this. I’ve violated the most beloved people in my life in the worst way imaginable. How can I ever expect them to understand what possessed me? I don’t think I ever can.
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