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1 through F › Alexander
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
12
Views:
6,257
Reviews:
25
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Alexander, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chap 12 (My Terms)
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Chap 12 (My Terms)
"Alexander," Hephaistion whispered barely breathing. "It's not what it looks like."
“It isn’t,” Alexander says while glaring at the pair in the bed. “I would love to hear your explanation of this.”
“Xander,” Hephaistion says while trying to fix his clothes.
“I tried being reasonable,” Alexander started as he began pacing. “I tried to be understanding.”
“Understanding, reasonable. You call forcing someone into marriage reasonable and understanding. Your crazier then I thought,” Cleitus yells jumping up. “You have been everything but reasonable and understanding.”
“Really, is this what you believe Hephaistion,” Alexander says coming to stand next to the other man.
“You………Alexander,” Hephaistion begin.
“Don’t lie to me Hephaistion I want the truth.”
“You have been a little possessive,” Hephaistion stated.
“Possessive. What you call possessiveness I call loving and protecting you……”
“Since when has he needed your protection,” Cleitus yelled.
“Since you decided to make him your whore.”
“I think you have me mistaken for you,” Cleitus counters.
“How dare you,” Alexander growled out walking toward Cleitus. “You know nothing.”
“Alexander no,” Hephaistion says stepping between Alexander and Hephaistion.
“Let him pass Hephaistion, I’d love a peace of our ‘Great King’” Cleitus snared.
“Cleitus….”
“Enough,” Alexander yelled, walking away from the pair, “I have had enough of this.”
“Alexander……”
“No Hephaistion. I don’t want to hear any excuses. This ends now in two days you will become my consort,” he all but yells. “And after the ceremony, you Cleitus will be sent to Greece will you will await further orders from me is that understood.”
“Greece you can’t be serious, your sending me to Greece for what,” Cleitus yells approaching Alexander, while Hephaistion stands back in shock.
“I am king do I need and explanation of why I do anything. But since I love you Hephaistion,” Alexander says turning to look at the other man “I will give you some time to say good bye. Under supervision of course.” He says leaving the room.
“I’m so sorry,” Hephaistion starts sitting heavy on the bed.
“Hephaistion. What have you got to be sorry for.”
“For ruining your life. If I hadn’t………”
“If you hadn’t what…if you hadn’t fallen for my advances. If you hadn’t slept with me. If you hadn’t fallen in love with me,” Cleitus asked sitting next to the younger man. “By the gods Hephaistion if I had to do it all over again I would do nothing different.”
“You mean that,” Hephaistion said looking up at the other man, his eyes glistening with tears.
“Don’t cry please,” Cleitus says stroking Hephaistion’s face. “Answer me this Hephaistion. Do you have any regrets?”
“NO, I love you.”
“Then I make you this promise no matter where I am I will find away to be with you. I will not let him come between us. I promise you.”
“Cleitus,” Nearchus says entering the room.
“Remember I love you,” Cleitus says kissing Hephaistion fiercely.
“I love you too,” Hephaistion says watching Cleitus stand and leave with Nearchus.
“You agree with what Alexander is doing,” Cleitus said walking with Nearchus.
“It does matter if I agree or not, Alexander is king to go against him is to sign your death warrant and I am not suicidal.”
“Hephaistion,” Ptolemy says entering his friends room.
“Ptolemy, I wasn’t expecting to see you today.”
“I came to apologize Alexander threaten my life. I couldn’t……..”
“It’s alright,” Hephaistion says approaching his friend. “I do not blame you. Alexander is dangerous right now. Your were right to do what you did.”
“I still feel guilt. You’re a lot stronger then I am. I just…..”
“Don’t worry about it. Like I said I don’t blame you.”
“Cleitus might have the same opinion.”
“Your right he probably won’t, but he will get over it.”
“Your….”
“Leave Ptolemy,” Alexander says entering the room. Ptolemy bows then leaves quickly. Hephaistion stays standing glaring at Alexander.
“don’t look at me like that Hephaistion. What I do I do for you, Cleitus is dangerous you just can’t see it.”
“He’s only dangerous to you, he loves me.”
“I love you,” Alexander yells grabbing Hephaistion by the arms, “by the gods why can’t you see that. You are my world Hephaistion, I’d never survive without you.”
“I do understand Alexander, I love you to. But….”
“No,” Alexander says, releasing him “I don’t want to here anymore about Cleitus. If he comes anywhere near you before or after you become my consort I will have him executed.” Alexander says storming out.
Chap 12 (My Terms)
"Alexander," Hephaistion whispered barely breathing. "It's not what it looks like."
“It isn’t,” Alexander says while glaring at the pair in the bed. “I would love to hear your explanation of this.”
“Xander,” Hephaistion says while trying to fix his clothes.
“I tried being reasonable,” Alexander started as he began pacing. “I tried to be understanding.”
“Understanding, reasonable. You call forcing someone into marriage reasonable and understanding. Your crazier then I thought,” Cleitus yells jumping up. “You have been everything but reasonable and understanding.”
“Really, is this what you believe Hephaistion,” Alexander says coming to stand next to the other man.
“You………Alexander,” Hephaistion begin.
“Don’t lie to me Hephaistion I want the truth.”
“You have been a little possessive,” Hephaistion stated.
“Possessive. What you call possessiveness I call loving and protecting you……”
“Since when has he needed your protection,” Cleitus yelled.
“Since you decided to make him your whore.”
“I think you have me mistaken for you,” Cleitus counters.
“How dare you,” Alexander growled out walking toward Cleitus. “You know nothing.”
“Alexander no,” Hephaistion says stepping between Alexander and Hephaistion.
“Let him pass Hephaistion, I’d love a peace of our ‘Great King’” Cleitus snared.
“Cleitus….”
“Enough,” Alexander yelled, walking away from the pair, “I have had enough of this.”
“Alexander……”
“No Hephaistion. I don’t want to hear any excuses. This ends now in two days you will become my consort,” he all but yells. “And after the ceremony, you Cleitus will be sent to Greece will you will await further orders from me is that understood.”
“Greece you can’t be serious, your sending me to Greece for what,” Cleitus yells approaching Alexander, while Hephaistion stands back in shock.
“I am king do I need and explanation of why I do anything. But since I love you Hephaistion,” Alexander says turning to look at the other man “I will give you some time to say good bye. Under supervision of course.” He says leaving the room.
“I’m so sorry,” Hephaistion starts sitting heavy on the bed.
“Hephaistion. What have you got to be sorry for.”
“For ruining your life. If I hadn’t………”
“If you hadn’t what…if you hadn’t fallen for my advances. If you hadn’t slept with me. If you hadn’t fallen in love with me,” Cleitus asked sitting next to the younger man. “By the gods Hephaistion if I had to do it all over again I would do nothing different.”
“You mean that,” Hephaistion said looking up at the other man, his eyes glistening with tears.
“Don’t cry please,” Cleitus says stroking Hephaistion’s face. “Answer me this Hephaistion. Do you have any regrets?”
“NO, I love you.”
“Then I make you this promise no matter where I am I will find away to be with you. I will not let him come between us. I promise you.”
“Cleitus,” Nearchus says entering the room.
“Remember I love you,” Cleitus says kissing Hephaistion fiercely.
“I love you too,” Hephaistion says watching Cleitus stand and leave with Nearchus.
“You agree with what Alexander is doing,” Cleitus said walking with Nearchus.
“It does matter if I agree or not, Alexander is king to go against him is to sign your death warrant and I am not suicidal.”
“Hephaistion,” Ptolemy says entering his friends room.
“Ptolemy, I wasn’t expecting to see you today.”
“I came to apologize Alexander threaten my life. I couldn’t……..”
“It’s alright,” Hephaistion says approaching his friend. “I do not blame you. Alexander is dangerous right now. Your were right to do what you did.”
“I still feel guilt. You’re a lot stronger then I am. I just…..”
“Don’t worry about it. Like I said I don’t blame you.”
“Cleitus might have the same opinion.”
“Your right he probably won’t, but he will get over it.”
“Your….”
“Leave Ptolemy,” Alexander says entering the room. Ptolemy bows then leaves quickly. Hephaistion stays standing glaring at Alexander.
“don’t look at me like that Hephaistion. What I do I do for you, Cleitus is dangerous you just can’t see it.”
“He’s only dangerous to you, he loves me.”
“I love you,” Alexander yells grabbing Hephaistion by the arms, “by the gods why can’t you see that. You are my world Hephaistion, I’d never survive without you.”
“I do understand Alexander, I love you to. But….”
“No,” Alexander says, releasing him “I don’t want to here anymore about Cleitus. If he comes anywhere near you before or after you become my consort I will have him executed.” Alexander says storming out.